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Self-PityYou make me feel self-pitySelf-Pity by Goddess-of-revenge
You make my heart feel broken
even if you don't really mean to do it
I'm being torn up inside
I lay there in my surroundings
and at first I'm just angry
thrashing around, throwing my prized possessions everywhere
and then I go limp, letting myself melt
melt away into nothingness
melt away from the inside out
I feel like a black hole
consuming things around me (yet not getting anything at all)
you make me feel dead inside
stupid and lifeless
I begin to get bruises
from where I've thrashed my arms and legs
I don't feel it though
the pain goes numb
I've been hurt
and things seem hopeless
is everything going to get better?
I doubt it
are you really ever going to love me again?
I doubt it
I really am nothing, aren't I?
I begin to wonder then
am I a burden to you like I am to others?
maybe I really do hurt everyone around me...
I never wanted to hurt you
I never wanted to be hurt by you either
so why don't you just forget me?
leave me lying here wallowing in my own
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